I should help more

In time we stand, but for what? Sometimes I find it more difficult to come up with the answer to that question.

Do we have what we need? Do we get what we deserve? If not, why?

Pain is shared from those who suffer from self sadness.

I had a dream last night, it was about this man and a little boy about three years old. 
I was standing right outside my house with the front door opened and I was doing something, but I don't know remember exactly what it was. 

The man was walking on the sidewalk, and as he saw me he approached me and asked for help. I thought he needed money so I told him I had nothing to give, he then turned around heading back to the road. 

As he did so, he glanced inside my house and murmured, "I can see you have nothing to give." he then walked back to the sidewalk where the little boy was awaiting on him. 

I myself looked inside and some apples on the table, but still it didn't register to me the meaning of his words. 

Just then he approached someone else and this person, another man, asked him, do you see that place over there down the block? the man nodded yes, then the other guy said, walk down there, I'll meet you in a few, I'll buy you something to eat. 

The man smiled and thank him for that, and I thought... Why didn't I offer him some food? I could have offered him some of the apples,  I could have at least made the offer but I didn't. Then I woke up and that dream was bothering me so I felt the need to write this down.

This is to remind me that anyone can help. It doesn't matter if you don't have money to give, one can always offer something to eat and a person can always think better on a full stomach.

I should help more.

It is... just words.

It is when you are staring at the face of loneliness that you know who has been standing next to you all along. Perhaps.

It is when you are down that you realize how far up you can go, because you have been there. Hopefully.

It is when words hit like a 9 Lbs hammer that the message is understood. It better be.

It is when you should love yourself more and you don't, that you remember what has been said to lift your spirit. Because someone loves you.

It is when I see the sorrow in the eyes of that person I love the most, that I want to grab the world in the palm of my hand and crush it, but I do not do it because it would hurt more than one person, and one person hurt is already one too many. Consequences.

It is when you understand the notion that if you do not get up and make it happen, it will never happen. Motivation.

It is when you thank me for kicking your butt, because I want you to move forward instead of just hovering in the same spot you have been hovering for the past several...? Too long.

It is today, because yesterday is gone and you do not know if you will be here tomorrow. Life is short.

It is the time to put a smile on your face. Don't make life out to be too serious. It is not worth it.

It is when shit hits the fan... that you should duck. Haha.

Yes, a little humor at the end because well... that's the way it is.

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Until next time, I'll see you around.

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I love to watch...

I want to stand in front of you and look into your eyes, raise my hand and caress that face I see in my dreams.

I will grab your hand, interlink our fingers and pull you closer to me.

Once you are within my reach, I'll slowly wrap my hand at the bottom of your neck and play with your hair.

My lips will rub yours softly and playfully as I nibble on your lower lip.

And just like that I won't be able to control myself. I'm going to jump in your arms, push you onto the bed and rule your world.

Slowly, I'll unbutton your shirt and kiss your jaw, your neck and your chest again and again.

I'll stretch your arms and you will keep them like that. I'll touch you but you won't... and you are going to like it.

The anticipation of what I will do to you will be so much, that you will reach out and touch me and hug me and flip me under you and I will let you, because I want you to make me yours... only yours.

Now that I'm under your command, I'll do as you please because I want to please you, because it pleases me as well.

After we are done loosing ourselves into each others paradise, you'll get up and walk to the desk wearing only boxer briefs. I'll get up next, put on your shirt and fasten up a couple of buttons, just enough to keep the shirt on, just enough to take it off easily, if you feel like it.

I'll grab a cup of tea and sit in a corner chair and watch you do your thing... the one I love to watch.